episode 3: 4th day of the month

thank god,

u know its 4th day of the month, A.

u know how i wait for this 4th day every month.

thank god,

u know u wont forget it this time.

:)

i appreciate it when u take noticed how i value our day, and u do the same.

i love you, for every action that show how much u love me back.

:)

Z,

july'09-ness

episode 2 : past 2 months

its been a while since the last episode.

through this rough 2 months, a lot had happened.. A LOT..

there are sweet memories, bitter and dark times as well.

i learnt a lot from it.

some of the things that really gave an impact in this roller coaster ride of my life :

1. tragedy february, 12th.

2. this year's valentine. =)

3. true meaning of friendship. includes VALUE and TYPE of friendship.

4. relationship with A.

5. hard times in life that really build the foundation of your inner-self.

(not sure whether foundation is the correct word for it)

6. fun times spent with them - i'll miss you guys the most.

7. whoever that stood beside me when im in 'pain'.

thanks to those people who has helped me a lot. you know who you are. *wink

thanks to those people who hurt me a lot too. because of you, im stronger than ever. =)

-enough said-

whatever happened, i believed and realized the are hidden meanings in each incidents and god has prepared the best route for me in life =)

p/s : sorry bloggie i've left you for a long time. hope i'll treat you better. ;>

Z,

facing finals.

episode 1 : pride and ego and dignity

" jatuh ker ego or pride or dignity seseorang if dia mintak maaf? "

been thinking bout it, a while..

if the answer is yes.. then i probably wont have any ego..

no dignity.. no pride.. what ever u calling it.

"perlu ke nak tunggu orang lain cakap maaf, baru boleh dia cakap maaf?"

if thats the case, dont bother saying sorry. i dont need it if its not really coming from the bottom of your heart. if you mean it, dont wait for others to start 1st.

"hina sangat ke diri ni sampai dia sesuka hati dia jer nak cakap pape bila-bila dia suka?"

if that so, you can call me your slave.

"harus ke diri ni tahan dengan perangai yang mudah lupa diri bila marah?"

if i dont love you, maybe i dont have to put up with that kind of attitude.

yes, you can say im blinded by love.

"berbaloi ke segala ape yang diri ni tanggung?"

if i can be happy in the end, maybe it worth the wait.

"susah sangat ke nak kawal diri atau ubah perangai buruk tanpa fikirkan ego?"

if you still want to maintain your ego, sir. then dont blame me if im your runaway slave.

p/s : no matter what u said, u r still in my heart. i will never forget this feeling of love.

Z,

-potential runaway slave-