episode 8 : refreshing!

goshh..its been a while..
this blog is still under-construction..havent got a full time to spend on it..
been busy with my life lately! pluss examssss...heh..
anyway..gotta refresh this shitty blog..coz we sure dont wanna look the same as everybody else..dont we??
hiahahahha..
til then..catch ya later..
mwahx3..

love,
Z.

episode 7 : karate!

wooohooooo!!!!!!!!!!
im definitely going to UUM for masum. ( majlis sukan universiti malaysia) =D
cant believe it either.im going under karate club..
izzati n karate???
hahhaa...cant believe it..but as adidas said it : impossible is nothing..
n i remember sir nike said,"just do it!"
hahahha..

so im going on 13th may until 19th..
damn..it also means no 1weeek holiday for me..sad =(
right after that,im straight in for the intersession..
god! life gonna be damn hectic..atleast i got an xcuse to escape from the stupid perfact camp..
hehehhe...camping is not really my thing..though they said its fun..

on other note,
i miss A so much...
why A is doing this to me..
("-)


love,
Z
xoxo...

episode 7 : men..~

havent talk to him for a quite a long time. Ever since that day,he dissappear from my life..
i tried to contact him..no use.
he completely erase me from his life. but why? why must he do that? what happen to all of his promises? just a bunch of sweet words structured to make me feel good? foolish me.
or am i being too selfish? think bout me and how i feel all the way long while he's been sacrifising everything?
im sorry if im being a monster upon you.

all of a sudden..he called!
but there's silence..
talk to me,A!! goshh..
i dunno what's in your mind..whatever it is..im sorry..

next..
guilty possessed me when im in contact with D.
but im only doing it as a friend..
somehow i love the guilty pleasure..
haha..cant blame me for that. D is kinda interesting..plus nothing is wrong with enlarging the network..aint it?
;p

ouhh..just now..i bumped into J's page..
gotta give credit to him for having a new gf..
cepat jer ann..haha..
what happen to that poor lil I..hahha..
no wonder people saw her crying the other day..some said its about J..
maybe my friends are right...he could be a so called playboy.
but i see him differently..not a player..but in desperate!
desperate for love..
ouh well...hope your happy J.

then..it's N.
im afraid that he's having a high expectation from me. im not gonna be your rebound girl..
im here as your friend..plus if i do wanna go further in it..he's just too far away..anyway,it wouldnt be fun anymore..hahah..gotta enjoy the youth!

things with I..as usual..sometimes he's there..sometimes he's not..
another crush that will never work..
yeah..he called sometimes..but then thats it..heh..

another one is E..
we had lunch yesterday..
nice of him to treat me for a lunch..and rushed here after his video shooting..
spent the day with him..he's nice i can say..
but then, there's something bout him that sometimes make me feel like i cant really rely on him..
as people said, nobody is perfect..accept him the way he is..as you want others to accept the way you are..

okay..okay..
sometimes i do feel like i want him..sometimes i dont..
hehhe..
but 1 thing for sure..
i fuckingly miss A!

till then..later..
Z..