Its already 3months, im in a relationship with A.
well.. thats 3months of an official relationship.
yang x official i think nearly a year..
huhuh..
cant believe it myself..
though he drove me crazy with his attitude of manje, mengade, sensitive, and all.. he still make me fall for him every time he shows that attitude of protective, super-loving, thoughtful, charismatic, fun, poetic (sometimes) and so much more..
hahhah.. i super-love you, darling!
hate to admit that im in a long distance relationship. used to hate that kind of r/ship..
but im in one now. it is hard. where all you have to keep the relationship are only love and trust.
do i trust him? yes.
do i love him? super-yes.
i am sure that he loves me too.. but does he trust me?
that im not 100% sure. *sigh..
well,i cant blame him that much as he's feeling insecure as im freely out here while he's living hell in there. i tried to make him put that sacred trust in me. but due to some unwanted series of events, he has chosen to not put that 100% trust in me.
i understand him. maybe i would do the same if i were in his shoe.
but darling, do know this..
i love you with all of my heart. i am a crazy and wild (sometimes) bitch. but im only doing it because there's so much in life that i dont want to miss and i want to taste every bit of it in my youth years.
above all, i put u on top of everything. i'll make sure, you wont get hurt coz of my doings. i'll make sure, you got my full commitment and love.
oraite darling?
you are my everything in life. could not bear a day without you, starting from hearing you say 'good morning baby' until you put me to sleep with your sweet good night wishes.
i look forward for every 4th day of every month so we can cherish the memorable event that happened on the 4th july.
sayang, i love you with each of my heart beat. i love you from the beginning til the end.
happy 3 months darling. hope your happy with me. : j
mwahhxx..
love,
Z
heart you sayang.
