episode 11 : missing him!

its already been 9 days he's not around..
cant do much bout it.
gotta wait until 3months..
i dont know how am i gonna survive this 3 months,..
its been so cold..so lonely without him around..

yeah,if you ask am i into him??
i'll say not just into him..I LOVE HIM..
thank you very much..

its not the same when he's away..
day might look the same..
but it feels empty..

he's the best..aint gona find the same to replace him..
no one can replace him..

hope it'll stay this way..
coz people will only appreciate things that are gone..
*sigh..

- besides that.. -

living in uitm shah alam has been killing me..!!
note this.. KILLING ME!!!

gosh..why me?? whyyy???
with super bullet train-like course..
with people acting out weirdly and differently
things has gone topsy-turvy for me!

mama said : kate nak wat fast track...so deal with it..
my otak said : thank you very much for your lovely SUPPORT maa..really HELPS me alot!!
-rolled eyes-

student life should be fun!
student life should be amazing!
student life should be happy!

how can this be fun,amazing and happy with all of this stressness and pressure??
fuck la weyhhh..

finals is next week..
damn..a month just passed-by like that??
ok..maybe not so a month..
its 3weeks..but still!
sriously..im not ready for the finals.. :s

wish me all the best..and pray for me..
hope i can do this and passed with flying colours!

p/s : honey darling, take care of yourself..i'm here waiting..
i miss you like crazy..got no more tears for you..all dried up..
i love you like crazy..
mwahxxx..~


missing you,
Z..
xoxo.