episode 4 : ah fatt!!!

fat?? gained weight?? got tummy?? bulging fats here and there..
these are what most girls are afraid of...and count me in it!!!!
oh my godd..ever since the new semester starts...i've been gaining weight..
warrghhhh... i hate this!
A said its ok..he doesnt mind about it..but stilll....
i do mind! damn it!
its not that i love to stuffed myself..its just i've been craving to chew anything...
i cant help myself..hhhahaha
but i do exercise ok..i go for jogging..and aerobics..
guess its still not enough?



ouh well..guess gotta cut down on my carbs..no more eating for fun..ahhaha
just wish i can lose down my weight..and get back to my ideal weight..
-crossed finger-..

fuck you fat!
wahahha..

love,
me..
xoxo

episode 3 : high school..still???

i just cant believe it...what is wrong with these foolish girls who are still bad mouthing about others??while others just dont give a shit anymore on them,they still do about others..omgg..
high school is sooo over k...please lah people..sedar la sket..nape still nak talk about orang lain..just let them do whatever they like..grow up people..get on with your lives..your life cant be that dull..or it is?? haihss..its just so pathetic..
ok fine..i might did it during my high-school years..but hey,its high school...and i left it behind me far away right now since my college year..
i realised it now.
who are we to talk about others? to bad-mouthing about others?
we are not that perfect..and so is others..
there's so much to life til we dont wanna waste it on talking bad things or even gossipping about people who doesnt do anything bad to us or even connected to us..
cmon girls..grow up will ya?

speaking of high school..i can believe it either..
how small the world has become..
i bumped into 1 of my old old old old long gone friend's facebook..
noticed my 'old'?
hahhaa...
i think the last time i met him was in form 1..
then i found his facebook last night..cant believe my eyes..even brain!
i always thought that all this while,im having some sort of short-term memory lost..
hahhaha..well i guess maybe not..hahha
since i can still remember him,that old friend of mine..
and he is also know my college classmate..
goshh...are we all in malaysia is really that connected??
hahahah..


i dont really know what to say..my life after high school seems a lot cooler,hippier and lots of drama..
which really is me!!
hahaha


till then..

love,
me!!
xoxo.

episode 2 : Karate-do!!

new semester..new thing 4 me!!! so i decided to take a self-defence class..hahha..i never thought of this..me and karate?? hahhaha..totally incredible izzati..their warm-up routine is more tiring than the actual karate moves..but im quite impress as i can do all of its stretches and moves..im quite flexible! hehehe..the class was fun and cool..before entering the class..i was thinking its gonna be a loong hell session..but alas,its not!!! the sensei(coach) is cute..i mean the way she's teaching..cute like a panda..with her big white karate uniform and black belt around the waist and her permed hair..hahha..like a panda..she really looks like a snob..but then she's ok..i'll get use to her in time..next day after my 1st class..the pain really hits me..major ache around my arm and thighs..damn..im not that atheletic since high school..so i think the body is in shock..after all dat stretches and punches and kickes..haha..anyway,from the positive view,karate class has all the benefits..got self-defence skills and exercises 4 me..yeayy!!..at least once a week,i do get an exercise rather than nothing at all! aint it?..and im gonna get my own karate uniform diz week..yeayy..cant wait..
karate and izzati?? new+cool combination..hahha..

love,
me..-haiyakk!!-
xoxo.

Book 2 : episode 1 : the new year!!

goshh..its been awhile..been busy lately arranging the new part of my life..last year was a crazy..with all sorts of moments n memories n experiences that comes with all the laughters and tears..it happened like a bullet train..just like a few blinks of the eyes, and here i am..the new year..year of 2009!! nway..give a bow to these new year..hope it'll be filled with all that i want..-sigh- who doesnt want to,rightt??
hahaha...

for a great start of my new year..i welcomed it with a celebration at MOS..went there with A..cant imagine and didnt crossed my mind either that i would meet up with a my school-bestie and other frenss..it's like a whole reunion there..hahah..funny yet i had tonnes of happyness.. =D

then,S came all the way from malacca to shah alam..n crashed at my place..that weekend it was totally girls day out..went shopping with M and S..another moment 4 a great new year..got myself a whole new clothes and handbags..weee~totally spent my money for a self-indulgence.. -

then in puncak..after a month, im back again there..this time as a part 2 student! wahaha...-eleyhh part 2 jer k..- nway,seems like im more used to the place and dunno why,i become geeker..huarrghh..but not changing into a total nerdy..im still enjoying my life the way i like it..just this time,more organised.. =D

bout me n A..hurmm..how should i say this..he's my A..just my A..as i am his Z a.k.a jane..yeahh..that's it..he's my A aka tarz.. its nothing official between us..i like to keep it like this..as long as im not losing him..but one thing for sure..i wont stop him if he wants to move on with other girl..as long as he's happy..than im happy..
that's what jane would do..aint it tarz??
heheh..

till then,meet later..mwahhxx..

love,
me!
xoxo

episode 7 : Shopping & self bliss

Splendour yesterday!!! I went out with 'A' spending the whole day together..having breakfast at dome really gave us the energy..at 1st, we went shopping and spent over rm700 at topshop&topman. aint that heaven?? then 'A' got a haircut at klcc..after all that 'A' said, "u..i lapa laa.." haahha..shopping really made us hungry..then i said," oraite..lets hit pavi..!!" Wandering around looking for a place..then we just decided to hit carl's jr...too lazy too think of a better place..-haihh-
The act of burning holes in the pocket doesnt stop there...refreshing our body aroma came into the mind..looking for a new scent and splurged in parkson. 'A' got a fragrance from hugo and i got the new escada : incredible me!!! yeah..the new incredible izzati..!!!
Going back to klcc..we pampered ourselves at The nail parlour..getting manicure including pedicure is what we did..and my nails got a french twist on it..im just soo happy :D
Lastly i got myself a new pair of shoe..a girl just cant live without a range of shoess..aint we??? -rolled eyes-
then 'A' wanted to have a drink at chilli's before we get back..







ouhh ouh ouh...and before i end this happy episode...
i saw H at pavi.. : /
he's with this new girl..is not that im jealous or whatever u call it..im happy that he finally moved on after our 1year plus together...that girl is sweet and innocent i can say from her dressing..funny when i looked at her,reminds me of his gf before me..we bumped into each other..i said 'hye H'..the only thing he did just raised lil bit of his eyebrows and gave a little gesture....and i thought 'thats it???'
Thats it??? is that all you can do?? dissapointment possessed my happy feelings..im not hoping he would still have feelings for me..but at least..tegur me macam kawan..x boleh ke??
let bygone be bygones..i know he hard times at the end of our relationship...but c'mon mann.. -sigh-


well i guess..nothing will always be beautiful in this world..
sentiasa akan ada bintik2 hitam di atas kanvas putih hidup ini..
-wink- (",)

love,
me..
xoxo