episode 18 : updates

its been a while..
and a lot happened.

for a start, i managed to finish up ' The Thousand Splendid Suns'. quite an accomplishment i supposed. glad i could make it. ;)
now moving on to 'The Wedding' by Nicholas Sparks who is also an author for 'The Notebook' and 'Walk To Remember'. i think..huhu
and also 'A Place Called Here' by Cecelia Ahern. ever heard of 'P/S I Love You'? She wrote that.



next, cant contact my dear darling anymore. the fone been crushed to bits and pieces by fucking stupid people. so im left alone. n i really really miss him now..
why he has to be so far away from me? this relationship been testing me ever since it started.
is the love worth it all..worth the wait..worth the hardship.
is there any true love at all?? i wonder....

then, studies.
next week gonna be cramped up with heaps of project works..paper works..presentation..tests and quizzes.. now i really think that 24hours a day is never enough.
can u please make it 48 hours a day,O'God?
huhuh.. still wonder would that be enough or later would be too long for a day..
*sigh* humans never have enough..do we?? ;p

ouh lastly..
painfully, there's been a wild gossip spreading around the cycle of friends in puncak.
its not like i've never been gossiped before.. just this time i think they went overboard!
1st of all, thank you for making me the center of your conversation.. thank you for all your concerns about me. I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH GUYS! -rolled eyes-
yes i know, people talk and there's nothing we can do about it because realised it or not, we might have done the same to others even to our close friends, right?? haha..

anyway, lets look ahead and pray for a better and brighter day.
those are just the bitter sweet of life which would taught and made us more matured in leading a life. ;D


p/s : last 4th Sept 09, is our 2nd monthsary! happy 2months darling!
love you! <3


love,
z.
-ramadhan.cant wait for eidulfitri-

episode 17 : Ramadhan! 0: )

time really flies..
and now its ramadhan.
not to forget, exams are on this week too..
haih..

hate exams..as if nobody dont..
hehe...

for this ramadhan..saya berazam untuk finish up reading a book lend to me..
this is a BIG task for me..as i dont read novels that much..
TETAPI..walaubagaimanapun -ceyhh-
saya akan berjaya juga..no matter how long it takes! ahahhaha

ouh..just for the record..
Mum bought me a new elle shades..
hahhaha..
sangat baik hati yer maa..
thank you anyway..
jasamu akan ku kenang jua..
:-D


p/s : sepatut nya ramadhan nih berazam la nak wat amal jariah sket..
nih, berazam nk bace buku jer..
hehehe.. =p


love,
Z
-happy ramadhan!-

episode 16 : Vaingloriously!

thats it people! this girl cant handle it anymore!
she wants it..and she wants it bad!
hahhahaa..
i know its a bit outdated that i want to say this right now..
but i've been searching for the perfect one..for agess...now i just want to share it with the world!
ok people, if you ever spotted one that have the same critereas as pictures below..
please..pleasee let me know where it is..
*wink..wink*

so far the dresses that i've found and i truly fall in love with are like rm100 and above..
and sebagai student yang tidak lah berapa nak kembung sangat purse nye..i can only touch and wave goodbye to the dress..huhuhu :(

look at this,girls :

im in love with the dress just like in the 1st picture..the blue printed maxi dress..(not the one with actual girl wearing it.)

the design,the shape, everything is perfect..
*sighh..

so again people...
if you ever see one that you think i might like it..
please dont hesitate to let me know aite..

huhuhuh...

p/s : when i tell this to a friend of mine..this person straightly said "vaingloriously izzati"..
hahha..dont really care if it suits me or not..
its all about the maxi dress!!! nyahaha..


love,
Z
-me want dress!-

episode 15 : pretend - all the right moves

It was late yeah but you were awake
You asked for a cigarette, then asked me to stay
The scent that you wore sent dirty thoughts to my brain
Yeah your smile turns me insane
It was then we got lost in a dream,
When we woke we found some distance between
Yeah cuz, you keep running, you keep running away

I'm ready to fall, and I am,
I'm ready to take, what I can
I Keep running, I Keep running away

It was raining when you told me leave
You were complaining I was out of your league
The night it was draining, I was feeling fatigued
So I nodded off to sleep
It was then I saw the light from the sun,
When I woke up I knew the magic was gone
All cuz, you keep running, you keep running away

I'm ready to fall, and I am,
I'm ready to take, what I can
I Keep running, I Keep running away

Can we live this moment over again,
I know we're not lovers but we can pretend
We can sail across the world in the sheets of your bed.


p/s : Millions thanks and apologies to B.
your words will never be forgotten.
:)


love,
Z.

episode 14 : Memoirs of a fateful starry night

smiles exchanged,
stories told,
feeling estranged,
daring and bold.

glances from around unimportant,
as we got closer,
staying closer yet for comfort,
wondering if you were a good kisser.

you held me in a trance,
my question answered,
enjoying every chance,
while my heartbeat fastened.

wind blowing on our faces,
staring at the stars,
the colour of the sky changes,
light shining down in spirals.

was it fate,
that i met you that night,
was it a mistake,
that we stayed together til the break of new light.

p/s : a beautiful yet thoughtful poem shall be appreciated.
;)
thanks B.