episode 10 : bronze!!

hola holie helo..
got back from masum in perlis on monday..straight to main campus for damn short course. shit!
its damn hectic..damn tired..
but thinking back bout it..a week in perlis..it was all worth it ..worth of an experience..
never join any sports before..for a 1st time in my life,im surrounded by all the sportsmen and sportswomen..
i feel glad..honoured..flattered.. :D

the best part is..i won a bronze medal for the individual karate kumite..
my 1ST MEDAL EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
yeah..sounds a bit pathetic,but who gives a damn???
our team won alot of medal for karate..well sort of..
kinda proud of the team..we didnt train that well enough..yet manage to win some medals..

it was some experience for me..1 of the best part of my life..
so im gona take diz karate thingy for serious..
its fun..gotta to enlarge networks..hehehe

i really do respect the uia team..they're good..yet nice..
especially the team captain..abg iman!
hahaha..sgt comel..
but his movement...sgt sharp n cantik..
hope can learn from him doo..
hihih

lastly..wish me the best for karate..

p/s : gona post some pics after diz aite.. mwahx2..

luv,
Z.
heiiyaaa..!

episode 9 : a bit settled down~

finally..transformed my bloggie..
hehe..hope i wont have to change it anymore.. ;)

now,at last! costing paper is over! its like 7/8 hell of a burden is off the shoulder!
thats just leave the islamic studies paper and english paper.
cant wait to get them finish. ;D

moving on to social life cycle..
A is back people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yippeeee....
now i dont have to worry anymore..dont have to search for A anymore.it feels good that A is back.
hehe..just love to know that A is around. it somehow makes me feel safe.and most important : comfortable.

ouh and about the karate thingy.
cant imagine my hectic life gonna start in a few days! bencii arrhh..
actually i dont think i can go far..if i survived a few rounds,its already damn fucking good enough.
im in this martial art not more than half a year..its only been a few months..
so whatever it is,glad to join it and gain new experience!
heyy..atleast gotta give some credit for being able to be selected..aint it? heehehe... :D

til then,
love,
z..

p/s : u know u miss me.. ^^

episode 8 : refreshing!

goshh..its been a while..
this blog is still under-construction..havent got a full time to spend on it..
been busy with my life lately! pluss examssss...heh..
anyway..gotta refresh this shitty blog..coz we sure dont wanna look the same as everybody else..dont we??
hiahahahha..
til then..catch ya later..
mwahx3..

love,
Z.

episode 7 : karate!

wooohooooo!!!!!!!!!!
im definitely going to UUM for masum. ( majlis sukan universiti malaysia) =D
cant believe it either.im going under karate club..
izzati n karate???
hahhaa...cant believe it..but as adidas said it : impossible is nothing..
n i remember sir nike said,"just do it!"
hahahha..

so im going on 13th may until 19th..
damn..it also means no 1weeek holiday for me..sad =(
right after that,im straight in for the intersession..
god! life gonna be damn hectic..atleast i got an xcuse to escape from the stupid perfact camp..
hehehhe...camping is not really my thing..though they said its fun..

on other note,
i miss A so much...
why A is doing this to me..
("-)


love,
Z
xoxo...

episode 7 : men..~

havent talk to him for a quite a long time. Ever since that day,he dissappear from my life..
i tried to contact him..no use.
he completely erase me from his life. but why? why must he do that? what happen to all of his promises? just a bunch of sweet words structured to make me feel good? foolish me.
or am i being too selfish? think bout me and how i feel all the way long while he's been sacrifising everything?
im sorry if im being a monster upon you.

all of a sudden..he called!
but there's silence..
talk to me,A!! goshh..
i dunno what's in your mind..whatever it is..im sorry..

next..
guilty possessed me when im in contact with D.
but im only doing it as a friend..
somehow i love the guilty pleasure..
haha..cant blame me for that. D is kinda interesting..plus nothing is wrong with enlarging the network..aint it?
;p

ouhh..just now..i bumped into J's page..
gotta give credit to him for having a new gf..
cepat jer ann..haha..
what happen to that poor lil I..hahha..
no wonder people saw her crying the other day..some said its about J..
maybe my friends are right...he could be a so called playboy.
but i see him differently..not a player..but in desperate!
desperate for love..
ouh well...hope your happy J.

then..it's N.
im afraid that he's having a high expectation from me. im not gonna be your rebound girl..
im here as your friend..plus if i do wanna go further in it..he's just too far away..anyway,it wouldnt be fun anymore..hahah..gotta enjoy the youth!

things with I..as usual..sometimes he's there..sometimes he's not..
another crush that will never work..
yeah..he called sometimes..but then thats it..heh..

another one is E..
we had lunch yesterday..
nice of him to treat me for a lunch..and rushed here after his video shooting..
spent the day with him..he's nice i can say..
but then, there's something bout him that sometimes make me feel like i cant really rely on him..
as people said, nobody is perfect..accept him the way he is..as you want others to accept the way you are..

okay..okay..
sometimes i do feel like i want him..sometimes i dont..
hehhe..
but 1 thing for sure..
i fuckingly miss A!

till then..later..
Z..